Buat Nora..

Kalo elo kangen sama tulisantulisan gue, gue  juga kangen sama saatsaat itu..saatsaat gue gak perlu mikirin katakata apa yang seharusnya gue tulis or bahasa apa yang sebenernya indah kalo dibaca..Semuanya tinggal gue rasa aja..n boom!!! langsung bisa gue tulis semua perasaan gue..

Gue juga kangen saat kita gak perlu lagi berfikir untuk bicara..karena semua orang mendengar dan mengertikan bahasa kita..Seakan-akan everything is so easy to express..gosh i mis that moment so much..

Tapi mao dibilang apa..everything change just like what we rolling for..yupp..seperti apa yang udah kita jalanin..seperti itu juga kita sekarang berdiri diatas tanah kita masingmasing..

kalo gue gak salah mengerti blogs lo..kalo elo get through with him..mudah2an gue salah mengerti..or kalo emang bener, you are lucky you have that guts to get through with somebody..Now look at me..i feel trap sometimes in this crazy little thing called love..but sometimes feel blessed with this thing..dunno anymore..

setiap gue mencoba lebih mengerti ternyata tetep gue yang utama bersalah terhadap penilaian hati seseorang..what a junk..trash banget gue..but still don't have guts to break this out..at least to be the one who can speak out loud for our own sake..

Banyak hal yang gue harus introspeksi kembali nor..soal cinta soal hidup, sosialisasi, keluarga, nasib, masa depan, wahh banyak banget..I need to stop blamming somebody for my own mistakes..i won't keep doing that..tapi still i need time to figure it out by my self..and hoping he can wait and stay beside me until i'm done with that..which is gue yakin gak akan semua misteri hidup kita done in one second..right?..right..xb

So still hoping for that..and still hoping to see you guys next month..mis ya'